I dislike when a day is ending before I get satisfied with it. I find it hard to go to sleep because I am still trying to get fulfillment in the day.
I want to enjoy what I have to enjoy. I did take time to do that today. Every day is lacking for me, though, because I am in a place a don’t want to be, away from the people I want to be around. I do things to help make the day pass.
I want to function better in society. I want to be a nice, friendly person. If you couldn’t tell already, I am more of an introverted type of person. Being social is something I have to force myself to do. I don’t really have friends. I know I have people who can help me and that I can even have a deep conversation with… But no one I hang out with. I don’t think a person has to have a person or group of people she hangs out with, but I am alone a lot, and so get lonely. I would love to be able to hang around with my family that I live far away from.